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Days... in which she was,
Thoughts in which there was death
And they killed me inside
What now to have to get relief.
You were beautiful among so many faces
But now you hate... or maybe you forgot
I didn't know that a shadow was following me.
Chased the question in spite of the darkness,
When will it be easier and not have to kill yourself?
So many paths and rails leading to nowhere.
Where to look for you everywhere and go where?
My steps are twisted by time among themselves,
Makes chains around my legs
Tomorrow comes today without me
Tears will stop flowing from the bed.
This will be forever repeated with me,
Only times will change...
You see me?
Can you hear me?
Am I dead or is this just a dream?
I don't understand, am I in a fog?
What happened with me? Why is everything so gray?
I can't see in those outlines
Maybe I just went back
Without farewell and last notes.
I see that person
From which the cry came,
He is no more...
Time took him...
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Through the wind that blows into your eyes
Through the hazy glare of the sun
I see the truth in front of me
But it destroys me from the inside painfully.
A look that has no heads inside,
Written in pen for all time
Soon the lines that grew cold will collapse,
A loud thumping groan.
The very face is destroyed before my eyes,
They won't be before now
Condemnation and emptiness flows in them,
And the purest blood of tears.
I do not change inside in my soul,
I still have the path of suffering
Loud thunder among the gray clouds,
Over all the paths until restoration ...
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Again I wallow in the dust,
In my head only thoughts of death
But abruptly the body begins to beat,
I feel a sharp confidence
And soon realizing that it's time to die,
I'm convulsing among the walls
Leading your fragile hand
On the dead and dry floor.
I hide what is me at night
I'm trying to save you from the downfall
What can be expected soon
Forgetting what it was at the beginning
Trying to get away from this exhaustion
But it starts in circles again
I live for eternity
In the midst of a fit.
Wandering in your fantasy
Imagine your funeral
I see crying and tears
And it gets so tight
I'm not afraid to die
I don't like just looking at the suffering
Because it hurts so much.
'Cause it's so useless...
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"Tired of eternal lifeless knots,
Calling to each other with the ends of their voices,
No way out of the walled room
Constant streams current THEM.
The fog that destroys the visibility of my eyes,
Please close your eyes THEY will kill us
Take my flesh with you, but keep it.
I need her...
I need her..."
- but again it's just a dream about us,
How good we were and lived together,
Among the dark faces we were the brightest,
Your glare surrounded my heart, as did mine.
And again cry and suffer,
Their next joys in my direction,
THEY are pulling me to where there are no living...
I know that in the end
Death will turn me into a mask of a smile,
A bright smile that shines on my way ...
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Self-destruction and devastation
Places and roads
Among the sinking cold hands,
Face and legs.
The moans and cries of my own birds,
Thoughts and illusions
Doomed sounds and - again the end,
Darkness and emptiness.
Clouds cover the light and the sun
Joy and laughter
Darkness covers us all
Way and road.
Despair surrounds my eyes
Inside and outside,
Words are intertwined
Killing and living...
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Hilflosigkeit
08:00
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I close my eyes from the daylight
I hide behind a hood from strangers,
Disappointed in the future and present
There are only closed windows everywhere.
The shadow said that it is not necessary to go out,
She was right that outside there is only pain,
I am used in this world for everyone as a thing,
With so many scars in my heart.
Hiding my true bitter currents
Leaking out inside a sick soul,
All who use me consider themselves the creator,
That deceives and manipulates the senses.
I fight in myself and I want to jump off a cliff,
But after that comes pure nothing,
Disappointed in the future and present
There are only closed windows everywhere.
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One month flows into another
Stains of blood and rotten flesh
Puddles of dirty heavy rain
Something native in these tables...
Again, I'm not the one who happens in the eyes,
My shepherd is looking down.
"What a poor child!"
The ringing of the dead, pale and desperate,
Inhuman roses that lie around
They bring their hearts full of grief.
Crying and grief fills thoughts
But don't cry, I'm by your side...
Dusk and dawn obscure memories
The sun does not give eternity or life,
Burnt out pictures like in head
Please don't cry, I'm by your side.
Do not go to me, it only became easier for the soul,
But in fact, you'll get worse
You will ditch your already dirty hands,
I ask you not to cry...
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I'm lying on the cold floor
Waiting for me to disappear and stop breathing
I'm waiting for you and you are my dream
But I understand that you will no longer be.
When the sun stops shining
I will be your light
And you are my moon
Until morning comes.
It won't happen and it's only in dreams
I suffer again and lie down again
Waiting for death and when my body rots
The cold will cover my veins.
When you are at a funeral, cry
After all, I know that you will be evil,
I know that I will piss you off
Forgive me for loving you so much...
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Falling into the abyss where people once were,
In the last seconds, there is silence in the heart,
And the good old memories fell asleep
But dullness circles over them with a black whip.
Again I feel the contraction in my body,
Seeing the box with the ashes of screams in my thoughts,
I feel it will get worse soon
And there will be no mother that took care of her child.
Surrounding broken and old abandoned walls
So they wanted to be a bird and fly into the sky,
And I just wanted to be a happy person,
Among so many evil ones.
Through the mirrors you will see my bitter tears,
Inside which floats fatigue from life,
My hands are so lonely when they float above the air
Not feeling space and time.
And now I hear that a couple of meters above the bare ground,
My final stage before the full sun goes down
Tied loops around a big overgrown pit
Will become a pillow for me for the last time.
I'm tired of the fact that friends were just an illusion,
My favorite girl left my arms
Bear cub's favorite old toy is trampled,
And my childhood crumbled into irretrievable dust...
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How to Living after...?
06:26
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Dream... after so much time,
The cutting dream is already ruining me,
I don't know what to do and how to breathe further,
Everywhere I'm sitting in a corner, locked up.
I don't understand why it's so hard?
There's no point in doing everything anymore,
Everyone said it would pass,
But eternity will not end....
...Screams can be heard through the rails,
Breaking through the darkness in the stones,
The light of the sun is muffling my eyes,
Quietly sneaking the shadow of my dreams.
What happened yesterday will not happen tomorrow.
Farewell to the past soul!
I will always remember you!
Crying over the grave near the blue sky...
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Lie still my child
I hope you find freedom
You will fly in bright skies
I hope you are taken care of there.
Sleep well my child
I want you to feel good,
I was scared when you stopped breathing
But what is lost can not be returned ...
You were beautiful and happy
How your laughter shone on your face,
You looked like your father
Against the bright fire of life.
You heard my cry
But you've been sleeping forever
Silence for so long
Suddenly broke off in words ...
Time will pass and I will leave
And the question will be "What have I achieved in life?"...
What did I want from life?
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Moon Of The Wind Lviv, Ukraine
line-up:
Darker Sataniar
(2021 - ...)
e-mail:
moonofthewind666@gmail.com
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